Have been by a gastroenterologist today. So, next experiment is a fructose free but gluten full diet for next 2 weeks. Just to be sure whether I am fructore or gluten intolerant. I hope not both :-/ Gastroscopy and ultrasound in two weeks. Then some hints about the right diagnosis are supposed to be on the table.
I had pasta for dinner, I already feel bloated and hungry again. I am having cheese and bread and it's midnight. I feel too hungry to be able to sleep right now. So, won't be surprised tomorrow morning by a weight increase. It's the same exact feeling of being sick and hungry I used to have before I went on gluten free diet. I remember back then being hungry and thirsty all time, in need of eating six or more times a day. .....
I have been writing some drafts for an outreach blog I want to publish (in Italian). It seems I might take part in some public events even, doing outreach lectures. Lecturing it's something I really love doing. I am usually super scared few minutes before and after starting talking, but then the adrenaline starts running through my veins and I feel so much alive. I just love it. And I enjoy when there's a lot of people listening to me. I missed so much feeling fully alive in the past months. I am so happy I can experience that feeling again, I did not believe anymore it would have happened. .....
Have a good sleep, fatsecreters!
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