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So I had a very stressful last 24 hrs. Had a falling out with a so called friend who was suppose to be my best friend. Her husband introduced me to my boyfriend. And the last few months idk if they were mad cause were doing good they both started talking about my faults and his faults. Ya I have low self esteem I was with a few guys who pushed me down every chance they got. And ya I have had some shitty boyfriends who treated me like crap when they didnt get what they want and ya my fear is that I wont keep the man I got becsuse ill end up pushing him away. He does everything to make me smile and he is the only guy who I can say actually loves me and cares about me...and i can honestly say i truely feel he loves me....but what my ex did to me over the last 6 years cant just go away in a short time of dating. My "friend" and her husband remind me of that old game operator........I tell my friend how I feel because im down, and she tells her husband and he tells my boyfriend and it comes back to me thru my boyfriend that I was thinking of leaving him, when all I said was I have an apple (lol just an example)
Sorry for the rant but its what cost me. I stressed about it and went way off my diet and ate my main comfort foods. I cant wait til I get passed my "weak phase" and use something else than food to help my depression part. Hopefully I didnt get my 3lbs I lost last week. Now that im a friend and her spouce down, maybe I won't stress so much.
So its time to move on and get back on track!
Again sorry for ranting but it helped me some
Tina
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I have so been there. I can't stand that kind of drama. Sounds like your boyfriend is the good type that talks to you, instead of just letting what your friends say fester. That's a great thing! Let him support you, and vent all you want here! I know what you are going through, I've cried into many a bag of chips in my time. I still do it occasionally, though I am so much better now about it. Take everything one breath at a time. I know you can do it!
18 gen 14 da utente: inayat
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Thanks Inayat! Im so glad im not alone. Yes! Thats one thing that I love about my boyfriend the most. We talk about everything. If something bugs me I normally clam up but he still knows something is wrong. And we talk sbout it. Just like he knows how much this weight loss thing gets to me. He supports me every step of the way. He is my back bone in alot of ways.
18 gen 14 da utente: weightloss0511
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Stick with him. My wonderful husband and I met when I was only 225 lbs. a whole lifetime ago. During our life together, I had put on almost double that, and he has loved me no matter what. I've lost 112 of that, and I am worried about sagging skin. I asked him if he would still love me if I looked like an elephant. He laughed at me, and told me I left elephant behind 50 lbs ago. I only have one friend left from before... I couldn't deal with the drama, and they couldn't deal with my depression. That's ok though. I have my best friend.. Sounds like you do too.
18 gen 14 da utente: inayat
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Yes I do. I just cried lol cause in all my relationship with him I never have called him my best friend and I guess that is what he is. My best friend :) he said he loves me for who I am and even if I lost half of me he would still love all of me.
18 gen 14 da utente: weightloss0511
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