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Since I haven't been journaling often it's past time to let a few of you know I'm still hanging in there. As usual, there is the good, bad, and ugly, like the movie. It's still hard for me to journal since my circumstances have not changed and if I am me, I garner criticism for not changing them myself. The good: I am trying to complete my goal of losing 14 pounds by August 15, along with Debbie Cousins, although my goal is very small compared with her. I am down 5 lb from the time I made the goal which isn't much but I have to diet in the extreme at my age and sedentary life of back and heart trouble. In 12 weeks I have only had 1 glass of wine, and only 8 desserts or sweets. I suppose having sugar once a week is acceptable to me. It's tough giving up bread and high carbs. My husband has not hit me in almost 10 months but continues to very slowly deteriorate physically and mentally. He isn't angry at me "every" day, but most. I haven't learned to not care when accused of negative intentions. I couldn't do this job without the Lord's help and grace.
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58,7 kg
Perso fino ad ora: 0 kg.
Rimanenti: 4,3 kg.
Dieta seguita: Abbastanza buono.
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Sounds like you are coping well. I am very relieved that your husband has stopped beating you.
04 giu 24 da utente: -MorticiaAddams
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Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek: for they shall inherit the earth. Blessed are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness: for they shall be filled. Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God. Blessed are the peace-makers: for they shall be called children of God. Blessed are they who are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are ye when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for my sake. Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you. (Matthew 5:3-12) 🙏
04 giu 24 da utente: Yippee Ki Yay
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still praying for you and your hubby.
04 giu 24 da utente: SaraRiley
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Ya got it tough, but I know you can do it!
04 giu 24 da utente: CynthiaRitaG
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Glad to hear from you but sorry things aren't much better. At least the physical abuse has stopped but emotional abuse can be just as bad! God Bless You! He is an all knowing God. I'm glad The Lord is in your heart!🩷🙏
04 giu 24 da utente: Diana 1234
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Is hubby going senile? Mum violently objected to being put in an aged care facility, oh my goodness how she fought for so long... we tricked her into the place, and within 2 weeks she had no idea how long she had been there and was so much more relaxed we could see very well it had been the right thing to do. absolutely the right thing to do. She got all her meals, medication changes were made to up her diazepam and down her statins improving her health and her mood. A locked ward filled with kind, experienced, wise women in their 50s. ish. Just superb place for her to have landed. I am so sorry to just tell you but you need to get that guy into care. you clearly have stockholm syndrome where you cannot even tell that you exist as a person any more, but only see yourself in the shadow of this overpowering guy.
04 giu 24 da utente: Bubbles McBubble
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04 giu 24 da utente: buenitabishop
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Snow, you know that we are here for you. I always find it interesting that people who know nothing about you always seem to feel they know exactly what you should do to solve all your problems. I hope you continue to journal, I'm always glad to hear from you. You're doing great with your weight loss, slow & steady will get you where you want to be. Yes to an occasional dessert, absolutely. (((HUGS))) my friend. 💜💛💚
04 giu 24 da utente: shirfleur 1
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05 giu 24 da utente: StormsGirl
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you mentioned that you are sedentary - try chair exercises. i did them when i broke my foot and wasn't allowed to stand. they are easy on your back and still give you movement. good luck to you and fingers crossed that your husband stays away from hitting you. that's a hard one.
05 giu 24 da utente: Cyndi-Leigh
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05 giu 24 da utente: Dennis Mau
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It is so good to hear from you! I think of you often and wonder how you are doing. So glad your husband has not resorted to violence for almost a year, tho he continues to abuse you in other ways. I hope you continue to go to the senior center for some socializing. You need an outlet. Do keep us posted and take care of yourself. you have friends here.
05 giu 24 da utente: rhontique
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sno keep us updated I look forward to hearing from you, and I am continuing to pray for you and your hubby...
06 giu 24 da utente: SaraRiley
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