Diario di sarah_cook2007, 17 apr 12

My life update!!!!



Things are looking up for me. Still slowly losing weight for starters which is always a good thing. But best of all...I am getting my old job back working in the proshop of a golf course. I LOVED THAT JOB! I worked there 4 years and I regret ever leaving to come here. It is part time...BUT I have decided I am going to get back in nursing school. The reason I quit in the first place is really ridiculous but sad...I was doing good and then we were learning about vital signs and were going to take eachothers which meant weighing eachother in front of the class...I weighed over 300 pounds at that time and all the other girls in the class were SKINNNNNYYYYY tiny little cute things...then there was ME. I was humiliated so I just quit going...Now I am under 200 pounds and I am not that embarassed for people to know my weight. I used to LIE to say I weighed this much. I am getting back in and the golf course job is perfect for it because it's so laid back there. I basically pick my hours and I can study at work. And my boyfriend can go to my work there and hang out with me anytime. I love all the people there.


However I am not looking forward to today telling my current boss I am leaving to go back to the job she hired me from...shes going to be piiiiiiiiiiissseddddddd....O well. I'll just explain to her I want to get back in school and need the flexible hours (which is true but the biggest reason I am leaving is because of how mean my boss always is to me here...if she would have been nicer I probably would have stuck this job out for years...its only been 7 months)

1004 kcal Gras: 59,45g | Prot: 46,59g | Carb: 68,60g.   Colazione: croissan burger king. Pranzo: quesadilla. Snacks/Altro: apple fritter. Di più...


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FInally this would not let me comment on your journal!! I am so freakin happy for you!! Number 1. I get it about nursing school. When I was in High School I faked sick the weekend of Cheerleading camp because my coach told us that we had to run a few miles everyday, turned out she was just trying to scare us and that wasnt true at all!! But I get it completely, its sad how much weight can define a person. But look at you now, making things happen!! I love it I love it I love it!! And a job you enjoy...seriously things are more than looking up for you love!!! YAYYY for you :-) 
17 apr 12 da utente: orchidannie
congrats to your new job! sounds great and it is never nice to say your boss that you are leaving....i did that a few times in the past, so i know how you feel. just look forward to your NEW job! you're doing great :) 
18 apr 12 da utente: joelae
Awesome! Its so great that you are going back to nursing school. I understand completely about the weight, I had to do the same thing last year when doing vital signs, and I weighed 284. It sucked.  
18 apr 12 da utente: serafano
That's wonderful Sarah! I think - just from reading your journals and comments here - you have the right attitude and personality for caring for others. You will be a great at it. Good luck telling the boss about your decision. ** regarding the reason you quite nursing in the first place, that really hit home with me. when we were in college picking majors, one of the reason's i didn't go towards the medical/science fields was having to take physiology class where we'd investigate our body's vital statistics.  
18 apr 12 da utente: JessWhatINeeded
So glad you are getting back to a job that you truly enjoy and will be able to go back to school! That's so exciting! Let us know how it goes telling your boss that you're leaving.. I think you have some very valid reasons. 
18 apr 12 da utente: erika2633
Congrats Sarah! Don't feel bad about leaving your current job - Life is too short to stay at a job where you aren't happy. So sad about nursing school. Amazing how much our weight defines us. I sat here and thought about whether I've done anything like that. I haven't quit school or anything too drastic, but I did avoid going out with a friend because I didn't have any cute clothes that fit me anymore. I think I did that a lot. My weight kept me from enjoying myself. So sad. Glad we are all in a different mindset now!  
18 apr 12 da utente: tglenna
Congrats on the job. It's always nice getting out of a negative space for a happy one and going back to school is always great! Good Luck on everything. 
18 apr 12 da utente: diddoh
I think it's a fabulous decision and if she's mad it's because she's losing a good employee. She'll get over it. Go kick some butt in nursing school!! You'll do awesome!  
18 apr 12 da utente: coachcj8
Great decisions! Do what is right for you! Plus, she is mean. So phooey on her! 
18 apr 12 da utente: jessabridge4444
Congratulations! It looks like you're so close to reaching all of your dreams :) You'll get there before you know it! 
18 apr 12 da utente: peppymint
Hopefully the quitting goes well, at least you know you'll be at a job you love!!! Congrats on wanting to go back to nursing school, that's incredible!! I would love to do that at some point, such a great field to work in. 
18 apr 12 da utente: Katiekinz
Nursing school is a great path. Good for you. You better be proud of all you've done and not second guess yourself when you get in that class. You have done more for yourself in the last couple years than most do in their entire life. Be proud. We are proud of your success! 
18 apr 12 da utente: M.Trublu

     
 

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