I am just sick of dieting all my life. Brain washed when young, being beautiful is to be slim like on TV, Mags etc. Always trying to be thinner, to look like everyone else. I'm not a dope, I understand I'll never be 5'8", blonde with long legs. I'm just aiming for a "feel comfortable in my clothes" look. I am healthy, exercise, sleep well, have always hated being heavy and having a fat stomach. I think, like so many others, it's a mental, confidence thing.