I joined FatSecret more than 2 years ago. I have gained weight, instead of losing it, as I have fallen off the wagon again and again.

This is due to emotional eating, several traumatic events happened during this period.

However, I'm working on loving myself enough, to respect myself and my body enough, to not abuse it with overeating and neglect it by not exercising.

This is a process only God can help me with, as the inner wounds of childhood abuse run deep. He is the only one, I believe, who can truly heal me from the inside. Only then, I believe I shall heal physically as well.