Diario di restlesshope, 05 nov 10

Yep, those flucking fluctuations...seems the way it works. Hold on, do your daily best and eventually it drops and the higher numbers are never to be seen again. TOWANDA!!!!!  

My weight did not come off as quickly as I had hoped after my cheat too. It seems like each time I cheat it takes longer to get it off than it did the last time.  

Honey, with all the weight lose you have had don't you think it's about time to throw out those "big girl panties"?  

Laura, hang in there it'll come!! And it's just a transitory number! You will hit that 180 and then it will be gone forever. And as Keli said, maybe you need some teenybopper undies!! lol 

ha ha ha keli you have no!!!! idea i laughed so hard yesterday! went to walmart and bought new undies due to the things kept bagging lol so bought 3 sizes smaller than the last ones i bought, well i get them home and open the package and look at them and think there is no way my big butt is gonna fit in those! but they fit and are very comfortable! so i wash them all up to put in the drawer for use and when i layed them in the drawer next to my big panties i thought wow some stranger must be moving in she keeps putting all this tiny stuff in with my things! lol i am telling ya i hels up a pair of the old undies next to the new ones and you could set sail with the old ones! i can remember doing laundry when the daughter in law was still here and her tinnie underware would make me so embarrassed to see my huge bloomers i would not fold them untill they were in my room and no one could see. 

I need to throw out my big girl panties too! :D I went to Cato last week and bought 2 pair of panties. I usually get them in the 10 pack but no I splurged and bought some super cute new ones. They are boycut and one pair is pink and lacy and the others... my favorite are CAMO! They are boycut too but they are ruffly like little girl bloomers but they are camoflage!!! LOVE them! I don't care how big I get I will never wear granny panties. It is amazing how a cute pair of undies make you feel so good even though no one see's them. 

I got all new panties a couple of weeks ago! SO EXCITING!!!!!!!!! no X in my size anymore! I got the cute too... lacy, boycut, booty style... I'm workin' those "no so big girl" panties! (I know, this went off subject... but panties are fun!) 

All my panties have lard arse written in them, not a x lol  

hahahaha you girls are a riot! love each and every one of ya! and amanda i will be going to cato to look for the camo's lol! 

My Andrew tried on one of my thongs once! Lol he made me feel really happy when he said they were tight on him! When I looked down he had the leg around the waist! He thought he was being funny trying it on but I had the last laugh! Lol