Diario di madaboutmoose, 01 mag 09

Finally Friday!!! I'm working at home today. I have an online class I'm working on, a continuing education course for work. So, today I can multi-task!!! Get the laundry done while I work which will leave my weekend FREE!!! YEA!!!

I continue to swim around in my journey ... perhaps actually treading water at times ... it is okay. I feel less frazzled this morning. I am still tempted to restrict my calories, avoid going out socially, due to my fears about lapsing back into old habits but I am resisting the temptation. It isn't easy ... or natural for me but I know that this is a part of the process. I am not sure what I expected at this junction but I must admit I have been a little taken aback by the strength of my struggle this week. However, I am fully cognizant of the need to stay focused, let the struggle happen and find a new balance.

Once again, there is no hurry!! I will not stress about not losing much this week. I will enjoy each moment and make conscious choices about what goes in my mouth. I will allow myself to enjoy where I am and the progress I have made. I will make choices to look at food as food and not "good" or "bad." I WILL NOT sabotage myself by feeling negative, beating up on myself, or lapsing into automatic eating because I am stressed, scared, overwhelmed, worried, happy, sad, or whatever excuse under the sun I may have at any given moment in time. I WILL REMEMBER that I am not alone and I have a whole cadre of "comrades" who walk this journey along side me.

Have a wonderful day!!! Keep yourselves moving forward!!! Be conscious about your choices and above all ... make choices to be KIND to yourselves as you step along your respective paths ... YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!!




87,6 kg Perso fino ad ora: 29,9 kg.    Rimanenti: 3,7 kg.    Dieta seguita: 100%.

1338 kcal Gras: 26,92g | Prot: 83,03g | Carb: 195,07g.   Colazione: medifast cocoa, water. Pranzo: tomato slices, dill pickle chips, red bell pepper slices, red onion, english cucumber, pineapple tidbits, 2% cottage cheese, Yoplait Light Thick & Creamy Orange Creme. Cena: Perrier, Lean Cuisine French Bread Pizza. Snacks/Altro: Snickers Marathon Energy BAr, tangelo, Special K Protein Bar, Dark Chocolate Mocha Nutrition Bar. Di più...
3467 kcal Esercizio: Stare in piedi - 1 ora, Stare seduti - 2 ore, Lavori domestici - 2 ore, Precor Elliptical - 50 minuti, Lavoro d'ufficio - 7 ore, Dormire - 8 ore, Riposare - 3 ore e 10 minuti. Di più...
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Commenti 
I completely understand the fear about going out socially. I have a birthday party to go to tonight. I have promised myself to stay in control: but I fear that I won't and old habits will slip back. I wish I could not go out. Pretend that I am sick or something. Reading your journal... it is like I am talking to myself. I see myself so much. Except the fact that you are 193! That is wonderful. Your journey has been and will continue to be wonderful.  
01 mag 09 da utente: Deana Garcia
I'm with you... i've been scared of any social situation's food lately- whether its eating out with my family or even going to my fiances house! his family is from the south so they are always pushing southern food on me. I also feel like I am not in control. I need to practice more conscious eating. We can do this, though. Stay strong with me carol!  
01 mag 09 da utente: girlygirlatheart
Let's do this together!! Let's conquer our fear of enjoying ourselves socially, feeling like food is the end all and be all!! I'm going out tomorrow ... I'm going to face it and with each opportunity I will learn something and come back here and share. Are you both with me???? 
01 mag 09 da utente: madaboutmoose
This is one of the most difficult things (OK, eating @ nite too!) but trying to look social & not necessarily wanting them to know you are dieting because "heaven forbid" we slip or something & they see us! NOT GOOD! JUST KNOW WE CARE ABOUT YOU & WE ARE HERE FOR YOU! 
01 mag 09 da utente: pretty face
I was just thinking the same thing today. I have a social outing coming up tonight and I have a feeling there won't be many healthy eating options. Here we go! I was thinking of eating a really big salad before I go and leaving some calories available for later. 
01 mag 09 da utente: lasandra

     
 

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