Diario di e-238, 09 mag 17

So I ran into a friend of mine yesterday who told me that I looked like I'd really gained a lot of weight, and that the clothing I had on looked much too tight for my body.
I was pretty taken aback when she said it looked like I'd gained a stone and a half, or 20 or so pounds....I didn't feel particularly fatter than usual, given the current amount of stress in my life, and how much I have been fighting the urge to binge eat (not always successful, so yea, I did gain _some_ weight).

So I forced myself to stop at the store after work today and weigh myself. I'm coming in at a solid 220 which while not great, certainly isn't as much as was implied.

Usually, for me, I know when I've started to back slide into "fattest range" for me, is when I try to sleep or lie down and feel like my neck is squishing uip around my face. It feels gross, so I try to keep it away from that weight. My heaviest since I started here on FS, with logging my weight even if I am not always eating right or actively working to lose weight (even though I should). My heaviest was 238. I think that was back in 2010

Anyway, I just had to vent aboput this, because, weeeelll... yeah. It hurt my feelings and I also found it laughable that she told me it was obviously middle age spread and I should dress more appropriately. (to be clear, I was wearing a pair of black slacks and a burgundy long sleeve that covers my pot belly.
How can it be middle age spread if I've had it all my life?
*shaking head*
Ok, I am going to bed now.
99,8 kg Perso fino ad ora: 8,2 kg.    Rimanenti: 36,3 kg.    Dieta seguita: Non applicabile.
Aumentando 0,3 kg a Settimana


Commenti 
That's not very friendly to me. Try not to get discourage and keep the faith. Day by day. 
09 mag 17 da utente: Mistybenner
I will keep the negativity to myself as I want to say a few choice words about your friend not being a good friend. However.. all the more reason (in my opinion) to get on your game and show her exactly what you can do. Good luck love. 
10 mag 17 da utente: D4NIELLE
Wow, I am shocked. Keep up your hard work and don't let this sent you into a spiral of binge eating. I like D4nielle won't say what I would like to about your so called friend. You can do this 
10 mag 17 da utente: BrenIL1
I'll say it. Your friend is an ***hole. Or, perhaps experiencing a temporary bout of self-centered insensitivity. If you tell me your running around in a thong and a crop top, then I can understand a friend stepping in and helping reinforce society's boundaries on clothing. Black slacks and a burgundy top? No way. (Unless your friend is Anna Wintour or something. We all look like crap to her.) 
10 mag 17 da utente: Officially39

     
 

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