My name is Billie Smith I am 42 years and not afraid to tell it. I have been married for 22 years and have 3 sons 16, 18, and 21. I was up and down in my weight during my twenty's because of pregnancies. At 27 I obtained a weight of 165 and stayed within 10 lbs. of that for the next 6 years. In 2002 I lost down to 143...thanks to being a mom, working, and going to school full time and 50mg of EPHEDRA a day..YES I MISS THAT OUTLAWED PILL!!!..Man I had the body of a teenager...I maintained with that for all of 1 year. I shot back up to 160 and then through many disappointments through the past 5 years I have gained up to 202 because I had too much to worry about and Me/Myself wasn't one of them. I am now trying to take control of me.